Lee and I were talking about our birthdays and Christmas. We talked about what we want. We agreed material things are trivial. We just can't get into that stuff when there are 143million orphans in the world. With NOTHING. I told him not to give me ANYTHING but a card and instead we could save that money for our child. All I want in the world is to have our paperwork be in Ethiopia. All I want in the world is to hold my sweet child in my arms. Nothing else matters and I truly mean it. There is nothing we need but to be parents. NOTHING.